Good Morning

Hello angelfaces. I've had a really good normal person sleep pattern for a while now, but last night I went into scheming mode and didn't get to sleep til 5am so I'm feeling a bit off today. Made a bunch of excellent lists though so swings and roundabouts. The last few weeks have been ridiculous. Everything's been going on all at once in pretty much every aspect of my life (other than romantic entanglements which tbh is a welcome change at this point), but in a pleasant way. Like it's been busy but in a way that feels like everything is coming together, rather than getting away from me. Is this growing up? Because it's not so bad. Doing my taxes actually GAVE me money. Do not be afraid.

I have been doing a lot of reflecting in the name of planning for the future, and as such my list making is getting slightly out of control. I've had to go through my iphone notes and consolidate them into masterlists, including one list of lists that I need to make. I feel like I should be the most organised person on the planet and have my life completely together but I ate almost an entire cheesecake yesterday so ya know, things aren't always what they seem.

There's quite a lot happening this afternoon so I need to scamper off soon and start preparing myself to face the day as a normal citizen of the world, and I really want juice but I can't make any because I've used up all my fresh dang produce. I was hella juice crazy for a few weeks and concocted many frabulous combinations - my fav of which was green apple, pear, cucumber and mint - but now the fun has concluded as I am at the end of my grocery cycle. Hence the cheesecake. I really want to do that Pressed Juices cleanse thing but in equal measure I don't want to pay $200 to not eat solids for like four days, so I'm thinking I might just chuck a look at the ingredients and McGuyver my own juices. Except for the fancy milky ones, might buy those. I don't trust myself with nuts and spices. If I do that I shall let you know how it goes. I used to think I wouldn't be able to deal with just juices for a period of longer than three hours but as anyone who has ever seen me stressed will know, when I've got a lot on I basically just shove a bunch of juices and smoothies down me to stop myself from passing out anyway so at least this way it would be somewhat systematic and nutritionally balanced. At the very least I probably won't get scurvy.

This has just been a quickie to pop in and say g'day before I pop off to be uncharacteristically (although now maybe characteristically because it's becoming a general occurrence) busy and productive, but part of my productivity plan is to post a lot more here so hopefully you shall be hearing from me again soon. For now, I am going to go get myself some coffee and pick out an adequately Spy Kids meets Kanye outfit for the day.

G0d bl3ss x0

This is where I am inside of my mind right now to centre and calm myself but in actuality I am seated cross legged in the centre of my bed with the window open so that the energy of the outdoors will awaken my spirit.