<![CDATA[Typology Central - What's my Type?]]> https://www.typologycentral.com/forums/ Ask about your type in any typology system--or help someone else determine theirs. en Sun, 25 Jul 2021 12:23:36 GMT vBulletin 60 https://www.typologycentral.com/forums/images/misc/rss.png <![CDATA[Typology Central - What's my Type?]]> https://www.typologycentral.com/forums/ Please help type me using self made music and new book on essays! Maybe even an IQ? https://www.typologycentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=110738&goto=newpost Wed, 07 Jul 2021 06:55:55 GMT Hello I am malla, a student of the millennial class, with my game being SINoAlice. I recently woke up from a concussion, back in High School I was a journalist, a detective, and helped create inorganic life such as the homunculus, by having copper, iron and zinc in my blood. I recently woke up from... Hello I am malla, a student of the millennial class, with my game being SINoAlice. I recently woke up from a concussion, back in High School I was a journalist, a detective, and helped create inorganic life such as the homunculus, by having copper, iron and zinc in my blood. I recently woke up from a concussion. As a journalist, I am lunar, and made sure that the people behind three guys, one hammer were caught back in High School, you may find me in the datebooks by looking up Dota from the Beyond group. A specialist of Despair, I am twenty six years old, I also made sure the philosopher was caught, the man behind the idea of discovering the spirit by having sex and murdering people with the wet wish of becoming the ANTICHRIST in order to see the Devil, and other atrocities was discovered and caught. I also thought an indigenous people to make batteries by teaching them to make batteries through the power of the sun in order for them to play Gameboy, that I had with me, thank you, this was back in middle school. You're welcome.

I'm starting to think that I may be an ISTP or INTJ, 2w3, any help with changing the name of the icon will be helpful, starting with the music, the first two is under the pseudo name of Gamora and were created back in High School. There may be a movie made about my life.

Серёжа Местный - Дети - YouTube

Сережа Местный - яд - YouTube

The second pseudo name is Lil Happy Lil Sad, a girlfriend had survived cancer at this time:
Lil Happy Lil Sad - All lies Lyrics🌹 - YouTube
lil happy lil sad - drown - YouTube

lil happy lil sad | only u (LYRICS) - YouTube

now on to the book:

I of course decided to share fragments.
My flesh is boredom and lazy.
My spirit chooses to live a life
Life is an absurd dram, the absurdity of the surrealism of the subconscious life.
Do not play more, instead believe.
I am sick and tired of people living in virtual land
With their heads in cyber or the subjectivity of virtualism
I chose a realistic approach to life.

When I was young, I wanted to die a martyr, a saint of time. A trickster, the type to choose Christ and a Godly above life, above my knees even though I got 3ish GPA, and hacking the education board system as well as the SAT. Jesus Christ I need help, I need healing, Jesus I thank you for all that you have done. I am sorry for taking school as a joke and not trying to let an apple fall on my head as a cannonball circulates the earth to a gravitational pull. I wanted to be a great and towards the navy due to wanting to service the country, but instead than you as I am now an IT engineer. Help me to stop seeking out attention and a need for salvation, but instead allow me to take accountability for my actions through grace by taking my innocent Tale of Tales wolf costume off and recovering the lamb that I slaid -> Panda. I resume listening to Desiigner-Panda, allow me to choose you above all else instead of the sociopathic delusion of swallowing a cloud (spirit) and becoming an Air Head (candy commercial of the 1990’s.) Floating and drifting away. Into the sky as a homunculus prances and laughs. Allow me to choose grace in you.

On Brainiac:
For anyone that is concerned, I am David I will like to do something in serving the Lord, anything at all. I am not a fan of rules, rules n general makes me feel like I am suffering and confused. I am concerned that I will to pay doubly my friend in fear of looney to be adventurous, or simply to become the town drunk. I would have mire than anything, not to feel pitied or that I need help. I am overly quiet and independent. I like to make a good time ad call of the time I enjoy early lift alone to think and write. My wisdom is Moscow. I am turned of reveal this information alongside the information of the superhighway in the stream of consciousness that is the internet, well I am tired. I feel like an Dostoevskyan Underground man and I am afraid of being a porno mate, in what seems like a deterministic world view. I remember arguing in a party that free will is obsolete and trivial, the woman next to me saying you forget about dystopia, so I said I’ll show you a dystopia and got them all to orgy. The neurological emblems fire in scattered, unpredictable, random order. Instead of creating a legalistic coherent neurological icon there is a game of game theory.
I don’t feel typical emotions like jealousy, I’m a little happy, a little sad just like a seahorse. A product of time that committed suicide. The boy jumping into the cold pool only to drown his tears away, High rare is fine, truly, truly people have either overdosed and not come back, or died in other ways. Save through the death of sex in others from cancer, but all I see in the metaphysical séance are floating skeletons in laxing, itself feels like a tesla coil that needs to get a life. I need, I must, caress time in the gears of the machine seeing not to get rusty. It all seems like a mirage, an empty, early promise. There is life tough. From the remembrance of the gospel, hope will live on in our imagination. The cartesian Dialects of Pandora’s box will not overcome, try to make a fruit out of nothing and you cannot, making one out of a hookah pen, and the question is asked, “who are you?” I’m to be found in the person of Christ. In the tenants of Christianity. The ghost of matter being the radius of nature, the power of the mitochondria being the powerhouse of the prayer. I do not seek complexity, and do not know how to shore this in simpler terms. The blue balloon might float with a gap in the atmosphere and flip in te fog warmth of absurdity, either way we are on the light of eternity. The eternal is real and it can be felt in the thermodynamics of heat. In the timeless I am against all arrows arguments and persons that are a loopy de loop of ad infinite or are a jawbreaker in mental faculties.
A is B, B is C, therefore A is C.
“you can try to eat a jawbreaker, bite into in, but in all seriousness, there are no issues with calculated to anchor you. Just don’t become a hamster on a hamster wheel.”

On Freedom:
Freedom is the Ukrainian sky, sneaking about in extradentary ways, to checking your heart pulse, as if the bad circle, you, or jumping into perspective to gid and jumping up and running game something pinched, on the biblical humor of the childish. Of childhood, tripping or recovering whole chasing a butterfly with a red canary toy tipping on your finger contemplating on the concept of still fate. Longing to be a romantic, a Diogenes, away in my shadow. The blissful winter building abominable snowmen and creating snow angels, realizing that God is there in the iconoclastic moments. The childhood nature of the inner child makes of song, shoot the devil in the back of the head Abraham Lincoln. Death to the Devil through Abraham!
In all seriousness in a world of colorful devils in the light of Christ, mine being the whistling devil. This is childhood bliss, the bane of the old grandma using stories to teach children morals. The safe haven of the freedom fighter, choosing freedom over to being on chains, the on chain breaking out, unclothing the guard, running away to join his wife in the park, slapped with a popsicle for showing her his tongue. Freedom is found in the little moments, this of course is parody, as illy thing with truth in it, I enjoy being playful instead of turning everything into a serious moment.
Jump the gun (a philosophy I created as a teenager, meaning jump the conclusion) shoves bugs bunny’s face into rabbit stew making him into grumpy the bear which the care bear then goes on to throw lightening bulbs. In the same cortex Hunter S Thompson spoofs a black spider making it into a snake with Catherine the great stepping on it with her high heel, “just you wait demon, snake, I’ll squish you to death.”
Have we evolved or have demons been nothing than the product of hallucinations? Away with you demon in the name of Jesus. There are n demons when there is Godly clean over of the room. I choose Jesus Christ over to paranoia, angst of the outcast. What are We doing, we need the police, as the two men get ready for a boxing match while high on acid?

How Jesus Christ can save me?
“Lord please hide the nicotine, oh Jesus Christ how I need you”
In a world where there doesn’t seem to be a real atheist since we all question, except for the troll that sperms himself while watching a dog take a shit on a doll only to become chucky the doll, the end of the troll. This man has so much sexual lust tat he is found to make fun of everything and anything. Even Behemoth, the cat peeing inside of a headless, laughing skull shows that not everyone can be saved. Want a scarecrow out of the first hockey puck, to be shoot into the goal, and out of the seasons warped reality, scoring it into the goal as Barney the dinosaur, flips of the children in a moralistic conundrum. The world brings tears to the of the evergreen, with the man shooting himself in front of a church of the warped, psychotic, delirium of the pastor. We will not die from fear, we will not be terrorized, we will choose Christ over to debasement and defilement spiritual ecstasy from masochism leads to sadism. No God’s not dead, and will never be dead. My atheism and view of nature was that of shooting myself after discovering that my significant other cheated on me with multiple weasels as I chased her into the after-life from the throne of life, only to discover that she went to Heaven and I into the purgatorial woods, pretending to shoot myself as I didn’t checkmate her only for her to be sent to Hell and applying her sexual prowess with the principalities.. I was once a specialist of despair.
How do we choose Christ in a world where there is a future for a nihilist one that is more bound than in the soviet times, hell here is how, no matter how many times we spit on Christ he will never lose his light, he will never lose the shine of relativity, as he is the highest pinnacle of beauty? In a mad world I choose Jesus Christ. Pavlov’s German Shepherds’ that treated him as a God being hanged at church doesn’t prove God unfaithful, only in the eyes of a child it does, as the child later goes on to carry a dead dog to the church in Twainian school yard atheism almost giving the Grandma a heart attack. The Holy Spirit will reign and wash away your rears and lift you up from darkness, no reason to fear, terror will no win, in this war of religion. Jesus Christ is the Light, Revelation 22: 1-5: Then the angel showed me the river of water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and the lam through the middle of the street city; also, on, either side of the river, the tree of life, withs its twelve kinds of fruit, yielding its fruit each month. The leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations. No longer will there be anything accursed, but the throne of God and of the Lamb will be in it, and his servants will worship him. They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. And night will be no more. They will need no light of lamp or sun, for the Lord God will be their light, and they will reign forever and ever. I choose sanity in Christ; in a world of conglomeration the question has to be asked what is a true Depeche and what is Moral.


Choose a side or choose to be mora, do not suffocate in cluelessness. Satirical perspective on moral dilemmas, giving someone sugar and having them rub it on the gum, say its cocaine, start talking slowly to them and see if they call the cops, or use M and M’s and pretend it is Molly, at the church rehab with a model, make sure there is a sauna, as the crush goes makes sure that the person being crushed on has eaten fudge and pretend it is crap on the mouth, in the sauna pretend to take off your clothes with one more woman and to about to have sex, watch the lover run out with the dilemma of left, wanting to join in the girl to girl action, right say that guy, or straight fall on the ground, roll and laugh as if the Biblical Sara, the guy with the fudge is the one who created the moral dilemma, watch as all laugh hysterically, at the idea of the cops being called due to supposed defilement of the Church.
Everyone is lovely, although they may be subconsciously worshipping the principalities of darkness. Science is awesome, tech is awesome, imagination is awesome, the future is awesome, fear is not. If you have fear in you as I did choose Christ. I had fear because I went to a party, took psychedelics, went into a bad trip and saw the devil staring back at me in the mirror, asking him, “why are you wearing a Devil suit?” Being asked back, “why are you wearing a human suit,” angst from being a virgin! We must realize this so why choose Chris if we’re out of religious persecution, the dealing of a manikin that can talk?
We choose Christ because he saves us from death. The gentleman says after entering into VIP,” Leonid Andreyev is paying, he is immortal,” and the waitress responds back by saying “Andreyev is dead, puff up the cash or begone before I cross you.” In a world where God seems to play with dice, we must realize there is freedom in the resurrection of Christ. I choose freedom; therefore, I choose Christ, it is simply a choice. I choose to be Christian, and live with a good moral fiber. I choose to be Christian, because God died on the cross for me and resurrected on the third day.
As I vent out existential angst by shooting the Wild Imagination spray painted on my wall “oui.” Always on my feet, do not succumb to hatred, I love wild imagination.
It is as simple as the betrayal of relativist by Apostle Peter and I question, freedom in discipline. Do not be a Judah betraying Jesus with a cold kiss and then hanging himself, if anything chose to be like Peter who acted in the wrong but was at least positivistic for repentance. “So, when they went back to shore Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon, do you love me more than these?” He said to him, “yes, Lord almighty God, you know that I love you.” He said to him, “feed my lambs.” He said to him again a second time, “Simon, do you love me?” He said to him, “yes Lord you know that I love you.” He said to him, “tend my sheep.” He said a third time, “Simon, do you love me?” And he said to him, “Lord, you know all things you know that I love you”, Jesus said to him, “feed my sheep.” Most assuredly, I say to you, when you were younger you girded yourself and where you wished, but when you grown old, you will watch out yourself, and another will you and carry you, where you do not wish to go.” This he spoke, signifying, who, then glorify the world of God. And when he spoke, he said to him, “follow me.”
Do not become another statistic of lust, go straight up.
If you die and go to heaven and meet someone from early childhood and they ask, “what did you do for Christ; the truth.” Would you be too embarrassed to answer? Do not waster your life away. Christianity isn’t as simple as learning a bunch of penalties and then using the blood gained from eating a bunch of pennies to create inorganic life, it is about keeping yourself pure from the debased, no more playing at God and instead choose Truth. There is a God and be thankful that it is a choice and that you’re not being baptized in the blood of the cherubim, but in living water. As a couple has sex in the woods next to Baptism, or a teenager contemplating making the news by blowing out their brains after being baptized and almost doing it after baptism, the prophetic dreams of the harmonizing up and another about showing and making the headlines after all this isn’t the time of Corinth. We live in a rational, moral, time were sin is done in secret so do not become a pharisee or an unforgiving philistine. I choose to be a moral, rational, Christian for Gods kingdom. I choose love not suffering. We can know Christianity by what it’s not. Let’s make memories at bonfires, moonlight walks on the beat, and fellowship. Let’s build a relationship with Christ. To get me to stop just say “just stop it.” Being playful in one another’s company instead of trying to be complexes or creating complexes. I choose life in love, Christ. As he will allow me to follow my thoughts where they may lead me t ad choose my essence it is a choice to be a true Christian without an agenda or complexes, I choose Christ. The Radiance of fire, the cool of rain.

Why I am a Christian?
This one will be more serious, this will be difficult, as I am trained in comedy- although I may not be funny. I try to be witty. I have decided to stop playing at faith, I choose faith, to be a child of God because I get and understand the beauty, of worship, orchestra, band, guitar/strings, piano. From what I understand I’m a quite voice that had a hunt for biblical discussions. I choose life, existence, life essence existence, existence being the computer, the mind being a memory card in the bigger picture this Is understood through the eyes of the universal music, sending you emotions through your kinesthetic body through physical sensation. The spinal core the reflective neurons as you look into the beautiful couple under the moonlight and projecting yourself into the states. The neutral evolution-memory-realizing we are the products of ideas in our environment but what utilitarian idea gives us to playfulness of the delights fond is the mushroom hunt, or in the hunt for self in the inner self deciphering their mirroring neurons, as if they are thinking their tongues out; people watching Oh blissful nature, 1,2,3 God beat the timer or simply pass Go and collect $200 dollar in this monopolistic world. V for peace, choose life, as the old philosopher bemocked and confused into a 576-page book and comes to the idea that if a lion spoke to him in human language, he wouldn’t understand him I choose Christ because it is my priority. Rudolph became a cannibal because he wasn’t allowed to monopolize in the schoolyard.
1. No pogodi was a satirical poke of soviet times in the USSR by an atheist
2. Master and Margarita was a satirical poke that couldn’t be published at its time
3. Zabolotsky: Was persecuted and separated from daughter due to not agreeing with the soviet school board.
Rather behind bars or in the natural habitat: the elephant paints the picture of its bars, the parrot of the dismay, the rats orthodox, the cat of wanting to eat the dog, as the woman pets the man’s head and has him fetch something. What is your mattress in gnostic turpitude, mine is Notre Dame, specifically shaking the bell of Notre Dame to awaken Christianity, so the question remains why am I a Christian? From black and white, to the landing of the mon, to the Ukrainian woods limbo to having reached the people, and the power of the moon (electricity) their guardian angel. The playful spirit of Christendom in a world of predators. The light flies opening up the path in the labyrinth otherwise known as the brain, the king tires to create New Jerusalem, build Rome in a day, by falling for all three temptations of Jesus Christ, the dollar bill sign; face of cash is the vanity of the golden touch, the emperor’s new clothes. I choose truth in the world of raining Benjamin’s. From creating inorganic life, to being one of the best Information Technology engineers out there to being gun powder, wanting to shoot down the angels not visited in the dream, in the fear of the desert. The bull selling its leg due to gambling off with the devil, snake eyes, and not being able to pay back its debt in collected souls. The leg becoming wooden and having its tongue cut out only for it to be sown back together. Let’s choose hard work, the honest life over to a life of smoking Cigars and gambling.
“Do not store your treasures in Earth but in heaven where it counts.” Otherwise you’ll be holding a gun due to suicidal ideation. The God complex is debased to the point of offering the debasement, as if you think there is cherubim in a closet and you call it Heaven and want to go to Hell. Well let me admit something, Dante was wrong. There isn’t such a thing as limbo/purgatory. Evening, the whole word for a leech only for her to prostitute herself and you those who murdered her all over again, Nietzsche, eternal recurrence, do not choose a life of banality, kitsch, but one of truth seeking, having the right motive without pretense. Choosing life over to foolishness. There is no reason for adultery and to drain your tears away. Toward away and to drown for firewood. The beauty of life is found in simplicity of eating cereal, putting out a caramel, mocha coffee for a loved one. Let’s make coffee together and understand the soul. There is a spirit, choose a wise spirit and you’ll avoid the satanic verse. I choose life in Christianity, and the black spider of the 1980’s ocean side that found her brother. In Christianity, because of the simplicity of beauty, a beautiful life style in remembrance of the Gospel over the dancing flames of the bonfire. Drinking a cup of wine behind Bach and to the place of better understanding Christ sacrificed himself for the betterment of mankind. The simple proof that it cannot be disproved. I choose to be simple over the cool, only a seahorse can. The act of sobornost in the family under a Christmas tree as an angel beams at you, makes for up, reproduction.
A pseudo cupid did not shoot Adam and have man, but Eve or a seductress leading people away into worldly knowledge. I choose life, not the whore of Babylon, although the porn star was great, then she was saved. I will be praying for your heart to be saved miss. Stripper. I choose life. I choose the creativity of the imagination found in the truth of the Bible. I have a biblical lens and cannot be pardoned from it, after all you are filled with the Holy Spirit, there is no looking back, unlike Lot’s wife who became a pillar of salt, you become born again. If you do, then don’t be of the opinion in the context of Notre Dame. The vortex of time and space will not scare us, through the secret society oil, of brainwashing house groups through nanobots, nicknamed the oil of alabaster.
God in the multiverse, the past and future fold from a continuous progression into a single frame of the present.
Everything falls under one, everything is timeless, God is in control. I am a Christian because I no longer have to put my life into my own hands. Life is the present, a gift, God is the narrator of life. I’m a Christian because God has opened doors to us to celebrate. We cannot come into one body, icons – we focus not to have an agenda. I choose Christ because of the scene of the wedding of Canna. The woman will not be a coward, as a modern-day biblical Deborah tires off a mafia, neuters them and throws the objects into a honey bucket. In Jesus Christ there is life. The emoji spectrum of the rainbow, the beauty of Gods promises to Noah and the rest of mankind. Let’s not fall into the drunken turpitude of Lot or Noah’s kid but let’s clothe our nakedness. Sin is transparent and can be viewed. I choose discretion. An argument against atheism: the atheist is like the wolf on wall street that puts up his umbrella because kids are watering flowers over him, as the moral professor has a sniper pointing at the wolf on wall street. Argument for atheism: ASCII can create B/S, the most beautiful lines through algorithm, everything is algorithms.
I choose Christ because through him I see everything else, it is not being a clockwork orange, trying to be human. Machine gun blazing at the wolf on wall street. There is more to life than the worldly question of money. Choose mammon or God. I choose God over to choosing to commit the perfect crime, a bank heist in the tall order of the Dark Knights Joker. There is more to life than the topsy turvy nature of the tittle-tattle. Do not leant or wish your tic to be called one more month is peaceful. But in all honesty, I fear that I am an air head and that God is a Jaw breaker to be licked through, or a chocolate bunny, in all of the silliness I still choose Christ and to say no, no, no instead of his love. My love for truth and Christ began after I sat on a Black Santa’s lap, as a child, after the white Santa had a peter. What I am against most is classifications and generations in the is why. So, do you choose to love the idea of Christ. It starts with serving something greater than yourself and ends with the ultimate intimate immortality. I’m afraid of intimacy but Christ has opened the road to me. I choose Christ because he is all I know and want to know; I have studied multiple other religions. At one point, a Discordia, Gnostic, Shinto, Buddhist, of Stoic proportions. I only found truth in the Cross, as promising as the Elisa Wallan’s theory of consciousness is. I don’t want to feed into anything but pure understanding. I choose Christ because he helped me recover from the black to pill, in other words light of the snow of transfiguration through sanctification. I became a child of God’s love, an Amadeus. ]]>
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Type my OC Character https://www.typologycentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=110684&goto=newpost Wed, 30 Jun 2021 16:08:59 GMT Hello, everyone. As you can tell, I enjoy creating original characters and expanding upon their background stories for fun. I was curious as to what mbti type you all thought my original character Hannah Quigley could be, as I find her very hard to type and am unsure as to where she could fit in... Hello, everyone. As you can tell, I enjoy creating original characters and expanding upon their background stories for fun. I was curious as to what mbti type you all thought my original character Hannah Quigley could be, as I find her very hard to type and am unsure as to where she could fit in terms of mbti and enneagram. I know the story is rather long, so I decided to post excerpts of the parts that talk mostly about her personality and her motivations. I appreciate whichever feedback you guys could give me!

“Hannah Quigley is a very sweet and caring, if scatterbrained young girl who quickly becomes Mia Carmichael's best friend in New York. She is characteristically dreamy, fairly intelligent, and curious, yet misunderstood due to her quirky and sometimes awkward personality. Her greatest passion is helping others and creating art, as indicated by the pervasive amount of drawing she did on her bedroom walls as a child. While she can appear to be somewhat flighty and easily distracted, Hannah is always well-meaning and has a very strong moral center. She is considered somewhat of a misfit by her classmates and tends to stick mainly to Mia while at school, with many people claiming that they are both attached at the hip. Good-natured and unassuming, Hannah is a loving and sincere girl at heart who has a pure, childlike quality to her demeanor. She can usually be seen acting goofily during her playful exchanges with her super best friend, often referring to Mia as "the SpongeBob to her Patrick".

Hannah didn't have many close friends prior to meeting Mia and had a similarly difficult time connecting with people of her own, causing her to greatly value their close friendship. She was seen as clumsy and nervous, but friendly and secretly yearned for a place of acceptance and belonging among her peers, as well as enhanced popularity.
Her self-conscious demeanor made her appear increasingly socially timid however and earned her a reputation of being something of an ungainly klutz, although she would always pop back up with a good-humored, but rueful smile. Although usually quiet and low-key when at school, she felt conflicted between her desires to blend in and stand out among her classmates and deeply longed for their recognition. Desperate for companionship, Hannah's attempts at being personable while befriending others caused her to be labeled as "weird" and "annoying" by those who did not understand her, bringing about constant rejection when all she sought after was a meaningful connection.

She had a habit of taking things personally and through her intense fear of being rejected, often internalized other people's mistreatment of her as a reflection of who she was as a person. With her strong dislike for being left out, this led to many years of feeling isolated and friendless among her peers, never quite knowing what it felt like to have a true friend. She most notably befriended a pretty, freckled blonde between kindergarten and 2nd grade named Kirsten Lundgren, who disregarded her friendship with her upon bonding with two other girls with similarly rhyming names and snidely referred to her as a "nutball", a nickname that she would remain sensitive to for years to come. She slightly envied Kirsten's sociability and good looks, admiring her long white-blonde hair and describing it as "the color of corn silk", along with her ski jump nose and heavy black mascara. Hannah's innocently mischievous personality could lead her to feel alienated from her fellow children, especially in the light of her mother's death. She revealed herself to be impressionable and tenderhearted, with a painful, innate desire to love and be loved by others.

She has deep emotional scars from the loss of her mother at an early age and became somewhat of a "floater" due to her struggle to fit in with social groups. She had trouble thinking things through and was more determined to gain the approval of her peers than she was heedful of her father's advice. She often felt lonely once her classmates chose to pursue activities with other friends and avoided inviting her to parties and similar events that took place outside of school. Hannah also developed escapist tendencies once she would lose herself in her fantasies and doodle upon her worksheets in place of note-taking. She once hid in a classroom closet and proceeded to roam about while messing with various school supplies and equipment in the nurse's office simply to avoid riding the bus home. She nearly ate a lifesaver that was left on the hallway floor in the process, only to be helped by a janitor who ensured she got home safely. For a time, Hannah felt unable to open up to her classmates due to her increased meekness and lost the ability to express herself.

She unsuccessfully tried to bottle up what she felt and numb herself to her problems, only to then proceed to release everything in sudden tantrums and emotional outbursts when at home in her desire for attention. She was prone to speaking out her feelings regardless of whether her words offended someone and often struggled with controlling what came out of her mouth. She tended to be overemotional and would sometimes begin to cry unexpectedly when she felt angry, frustrated, or upset. Her emotions could occasionally cloud her judgment and make her behave irrationally when angry as well, which caused many of her peers to take advantage of her tendency to be easily provoked to trigger a reaction from her.

Hannah has some people-pleasing tendencies, wishing to make others happy and to be liked and well-received by everyone she meets. She is usually creative, optimistic, and supportive, although she can sometimes be too willing to go along with others to keep the peace. She cares deeply for other people, often putting their feelings and interests before her own, in some cases at a personal cost. She tends to be very kindly and sympathetic, but can be somewhat naïve in regards to understanding the ulterior motives of others, quickly growing attached to those who are demonstrative and affectionate towards her. Her friendliness and eagerness to interact with others sometimes causes her to be dismissed when she is trying to introduce herself. She can be quite gullible, as she takes the slightest bit of positive reinforcement as a "free ticket" to invite people to come over to her house.

She sometimes struggles with stating her desires and needs and may follow other people's whims instead of asserting herself. She enjoys giving attention to others and may learn everything about her friends' interests in order to have something to share in common. Although she is friendly with several different people, Hannah isn't particularly close to anyone beyond her best friend Mia and good friend Tyna Weaver from art class. She tries to balance her need for individuality with a strong desire to gain intimacy and solidarity with others, which makes setting boundaries challenging for her. She is not content to be just someone's friend, as she wants to be the "best" friend, as well as the confidante and number-one kindred spirit.

Generous and friendly, she wants to feel as though she is part of a group and tends to be insecure about her worth, feeling a desire to please others in order to be acknowledged and fit in somewhere. Despite this, Hannah doesn't seek to be the most popular kid at school, as she simply wants friends and people to spend her afternoons and weekends with. She is sensitive and selfless, as she was prepared to give up her spot for one of her friends if there wasn't any room on the class trip and is very attentive to the needs of others. Her big heart doesn't exclude even the more reserved, yet she has shown herself to be apologetic and overly concerned with how others perceive her. She also has a habit of attracting broken and damaged people who can sometimes appear overly demanding and take advantage of her kindness, which can leave her feeling emotionally drained in her desire to offer comfort and guidance to others. Hannah is nevertheless genuine and sincere in her daily encounters and often goes out of her way to care for and assist the people around her. She will often do anything to keep her friends happy, even at the expense of her own well-being, and enjoys making people laugh with her goofy sense of humor.

She is a gentle soul who likes to perform random favors and acts of kindness, whether it includes being a lunchtime helper, and is generally humble and honest. She attracts people with her imagination and is normally seen as the type of person who will show up with a hot meal when a friend is sick, as well as the first to offer help in a dire situation. Hannah is very kindhearted and innocent and very rarely acts openly mean to anyone, even those who find her an annoyance and act cruelly to her. She is a broadminded, openhearted girl who can be surprisingly profound, having an enormous amount of modesty despite her lack of social skills and a pure heart. She claims that she would volunteer to be a fortune cookie writer, as she can use her creativity and humorous side to come up with amusing philosophical quips to make those around her smile. She has a gift for seeing possibilities and creative solutions to interpersonal issues people are dealing with, which inspires her to root for the underdogs.

Hannah can see how different events may unfold and how many good things could happen, making her skilled at cheering up even the most downcast friend. She brings her unique talents to the halftime show when she cheers her classmates on after being unable to play in the school's kickball tournament due to a sore toe. She is unable to resist the urge to try and befriend cats and always feels disappointed when they turn out to be wild, feline creatures who do not warm up to others as much as they should. She is also extremely giving and likes to thoughtfully craft handmade gifts for the people she cares about, having once customized a tennis racket cover to offer Liam on his birthday. She remembers intimate details about every person's life and uses her knowledgeability to pick out just the right gift for her friends and loved ones. What you see is what you get with Hannah, who doesn't scheme and is often seen as an open book. She has a difficult time bottling up her emotions or hiding her true intentions, no matter how hard she tries. She sometimes cries when she is happy, particularly when she finds herself overwhelmed with intense emotion. She will easily self-disclose with others and is prone to revealing too much about herself when first opening up during interactions, which can put her in vulnerable positions.

Her transparent nature can make even lying a difficult task for her, as she often babbles nervously and becomes fidgety upon telling the smallest fib. She can similarly detect insincerity in another person's words or actions, having the ability to read between the lines and quickly pick up if someone "means one thing, but says another". When someone is having feelings in her vicinity, Hannah is often experiencing those feelings right along with them, even if she doesn't know the person or why they are upset. She is quick to jump to positive assumptions without having all of the facts and as a result appears inexperienced in dealing with certain situations. Her natural tendency to give others the benefit of the doubt can often leave her feeling hurt in her habit of trusting too easily. She is sometimes seen by her classmates as being "too nice", which can cause her to appear passive and be somewhat of a pushover with her less assertive demeanor.

Hannah is also prone to pacing back and forth and thinking out loud when trying to process things in the privacy of her room, a bad habit that she has since been wanting to outgrow. She often rehearses full conversations in the mirror and pretends to be in different situations as she fills in what the other person would say. She is good at seeing patterns and trends for how people live life and often uses her imagination to understand what it's like to really be them. She will likewise go to a fat sycamore tree at the old elementary school playground to mope whenever she is upset about something or having a bad day. On the rare occasions in which Hannah gets in a bad mood, she tends to drag her surrounding atmosphere down with her. She can easily switch between behaving playfully and energetically to being quiet and contained depending on who she is with. She might find herself adopting proverbs, platitudes, happy thoughts and fantasies to distract herself when she starts to feel mad. She also has the habit of re-analyzing what she said later or during the time she might find awkward moments in a conversation and often regrets saying more than she meant to.

Regardless, she can be rather equable depending on the circumstance, exhibiting willpower and self-discipline in some situations meanwhile appearing more reckless and excitable in others. One of her most noticeable quirks is her tendency to use fillers phrases, such as "it's like" and "you know" when feeling anxious or bursting with enthusiasm. She sometimes rambles, although most people find it endearing since it usually ends with her conversing with herself and stopping after a while once she realizes what she is doing. Hannah might find herself focusing on something important, which brings about other thoughts until it snowballs and she forgets what she was thinking about to begin with. She can never quite bring herself to swear either, preferring to use substitutes for curse words such as "Holy guacamole!" and "Ay, caramba!" instead.

She still found herself in trouble on one occasion at age 3 once she accidentally blurted out an obscenity in church after being denied a cookie, deeply embarrassing her father once he chose to skip service and head straight to breakfast. Liam also recalls a toddler aged Hannah's taking a stack of twenty-dollar bills from their dad's night table and flushing them down the toilet one by one, infuriating their father as he proceeded to spank her. Despite her occasional naivety and impulsiveness, she has shown herself in many instances to be serious, careful, and very intuitive. While she loves planning activities and going out with Mia, Hannah sometimes prefers to go with the flow and let others take the lead. She can still find it hard to be a follower at times, which became apparent when she envied Kirsten Lundgren for being the team captain during Field Day back in elementary school. Hannah can likewise be insecure and somewhat thin-skinned, although to a lesser extent than Mia, whom is often much less decided in her outlook. She likes to remain focused on the things that make her happy and often attempts to avoid confrontation, although being upbeat can be hard for her when she is forced to fake it. As an ambivert, she is somewhat more of a people person than Mia is and has an easier time interacting with others, despite being relatively awkward and quiet while at school.

She deeply values meaningful conversation and often feels moved and inspired by the stories other people share. She always tries very hard to focus on the other person and their face when she is speaking to them to prevent looking bored or as if she is daydreaming. While she is aware that she can come across as "silly" and "strange", Hannah tends to reserve this side of her personality around those she doesn't know well in fear of being off-putting or unappealing. She can prove to be very perky and talkative upon warming up to others however. She loves to talk about what is going on in her life, although she can sometimes overwhelm others with too much enthusiasm. She has what Mia describes as a "silly switch", considering she can be discussing theoretical physics one moment, only to suddenly tone things down and show a lighthearted side that reveals her fascination with dolphins the next.

Hannah doesn't express extreme opinions and tends to think positively about most things, although she is objective enough to see flaws and virtues. She has a very moderate philosophy and is generally polite, enthusiastic, and easygoing, preferring not to impose her beliefs on others. She usually remains hopeful and optimistic during first encounters, as it often takes a lot to cause her opinions on someone to waver. Energetic and inquisitive, she shows curiosity towards people with peculiar interests and lives that differ from the norm. While she may disagree with the non-conformist at times, Hannah still appreciates their perspective and likes getting into their shoes to see what makes them tick. She is fascinated by the things she doesn't know, whereas most others are uncomfortable or threatened by them. Many people tend to open up to her readily due to sensing this tolerance from her, which she jokes has caused her to hear some of the "strangest stories" during her social encounters. Despite being relatively chatty, friendly, and open to meeting people, Hannah can't help but feel awkward or even oafish around those who are extremely educated and sees herself as simple by comparison.

She can become upset when people are better than her in something she excels at, especially when it comes to storytelling or her art. She will also grow slightly hesitant if her initial impression of a person is too poor, as her opinion of them will evolve into a bitter one if it continues to persist. Even so, she dislikes confrontation and often tries to be accepting and accommodating to limit disagreements between herself and others. She places less importance on who is right and who is wrong in conflict situations, focusing instead on how the conflict makes her and those around her feel. She tries to remain upbeat and find easy and comfortable ways of relating. She can have difficulty providing constructive criticism however, as she doesn't want her words to offend or negatively affect others. Despite her usual friendliness and idealism, Hannah sometimes struggles with self-confidence and self-esteem.

She is not immune to becoming frustrated by setbacks and things that don't go her way, causing her to occasionally reveal a more stubborn, passive-aggressive side to her otherwise amiable demeanor. She can become a poor listener when she strongly desires something and tends to pester others until she has achieved what she wants. She wavers between being brave and foolish in her actions and firmly sets her heart on things, making it difficult to persuade her to give up. Hannah often expresses annoyance towards those who do not take her seriously or provide her with the attention she craves. She tends to flick people in the forehead when she gets irritated, a habit that most people find aggravating yet humorous at once. Tender and sweet, she appears playful, cute, and even childlike in order to gain security and approval, yet has an underlying fear of abandonment and exclusion beneath her cheerful, warm exterior. She admits to feeling insecure over what others think of her and her future, especially once they compare her achievements to Liam's. She developed a tendency of trying to one-up her brother's accomplishments and exaggerate her abilities to compete with him.

Hannah feels that what she creates can make an impact, which causes her to go great lengths to achieve her goals and impress others at her own expense, sometimes to no avail. She doesn't take advice from others very well, although she gradually tries to become more openminded and learn from her mistakes. She similarly does not like being yelled at or having people trying to dictate and micromanage her life. She prizes her freedom and often seeks different ways to express her individuality, having little desire to control those around her or be controlled. While she values the opinions of others, Hannah has certain limits, as she refuses to compromise her morals or her character to please someone else. She has trouble with impersonal reasoning and making logical decisions, as she is guided by her emotions and bases her choices upon what feels right to her. She can lash out on others and show spontaneous bouts of anger, although she will usually calm down and sort through her feelings quickly while reverting to her normal self.

She has a tendency to be overly emotional, along with appearing ditzy, naïve and sensitive, which makes her susceptible to manipulation. Unlike Liam, she also seems to have little respect for traditions or doing things the way they've always been done. She is someone who realizes that many ideas and truths are tossed out the window in the name of "tradition" or "playing it safe". While she is generally considerate and rarely causes problems for others, she isn't the poster child of "child-raising done right". She is incapable of letting certain things go and tends to act childishly when she cannot get her way, especially after getting into arguments with Liam. She can be bratty and self-absorbed, although those negative attributes come from a deep wish to live up to the standards set by her older brother and to do so in her own way. She is often as determined as she is stubborn, which makes her an individual with great physical and mental endurance. It has likewise been established that if Hannah gets angry about something, she will tend to hold a grudge until the issue has been resolved.

The conflict itself is usually the only thing she will talk about until she can either forget the situation, confront the issue, or speak to the person who caused the problem with her. If she feels as though that special person is slipping away from her, she might start to become slightly possessive and fight to keep them in her life. Hannah is always quick to acknowledge her wrongdoings regardless and is normally the first person to offer an apology during an argument. She is able to empathize with and validate all people's feelings, even if she doesn't personally agree with their actions. She is usually understanding and claims that she doesn't typically judge or reach strong conclusions about those she encounters. She aims instead to see the positive, special qualities in everyone she meets and chooses to treat people as she would wish to be treated. Hannah is caring to the point in which she can get herself hurt in the process of aiding someone, as she is so selfless that she is willing to sacrifice her entire person for others.

She is good at listening to others and enjoys discussing the problems and struggles of her friends through intimate, confidential conversations. A simple girl, she is generally low-maintenance and often does not understand the competitiveness among many of her female peers. She is more apt to see situations through multiple perspectives and tries to remain tolerant and openminded, with a genuine desire to motivate and help improve the lives of others. Hannah appreciates the individual person and never bases her judgements on societal standards, but rather by a gut feeling. She has a hard time accepting or tolerating the increasingly shallow nature of high school social life, feeling a strong pull to express herself and stand against any kind of inequality among her peers. Through her eyes, the idea of an elitist way of living means alienating people based on things she perceives as deeply shallow, which leaves her with a strong sense of inner guilt. She often finds herself attracted to oddities in people and is not particularly interested in stereotypical ideas of beauty, preferring those who are unique and authentic. Although she will frequently notice aesthetics, she does not find an individual's looks nearly as important as personality or compassion. As a person who places little importance in appearance, she values kindness and will more likely fall instead for someone who sparks her soul. Her patience is almost infinite, as she lets people be themselves without judgement and is able to shed pretense in order to empathize and bring comfort to others.”

What do you guys think? ]]>
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MBTI Se vs Te https://www.typologycentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=110670&goto=newpost Mon, 28 Jun 2021 16:51:34 GMT What are the differences between MBTI Se and MBTI Te? What are the differences between MBTI Se and MBTI Te? ]]> Captain_Invincible https://www.typologycentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=110670 Can you help me with my enneagram subtype / instinctual variants? https://www.typologycentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=110649&goto=newpost Fri, 25 Jun 2021 23:28:05 GMT Hey everyone!

I'm an INFP 9w1 who is fairly sure of her core enneagram type for over a year now but still has doubts about her instincts.
I personally find this part to be very confusing and pretty hard to apply to my personal life.
The reasons are probably that my mental health isn't the best for many years now (diagnosed depression and possibly anxiety) - which means that some aspects will be pretty distorted. But maybe this fact can also help for typing purposes?
Probably around one or even two years ago I asked a similar question on Reddit already but got only a few answers. Considering that I've learned far more about the subtypes other than what they mean I think it was probably not the most representative text I provided though. That's why I would try to let you evaluate me if you have the time and patience.

Thanks in advance!

Why I might be self-preservation dominant
- I will generally not do things if it means I put myself in danger or there is any risk involved. In fact I am overly anxious about things happening to me
- I am very much into comfort food. It can both be a reason to leave my house, try new things but also to calm myself down if I feel anxious.
- Most of my time it spent at home. It is comfortable and everything that gives me joy is here
- If I have a day / schedule planned I can get pretty grumpy if I need to change them to make room for other people. I usually am not very flexible when it comes to changing plans. I also prefer to know things I am gonna do in advance so I can plan them in
- I have some habits that I struggle to let go of: Browsing my phone for hours before I sleep, a flavoured drink every morning and watching an entertaining video while eating. Everytime my parents criticized the latter I got very upset at them.
- Having a stable job is important to me and also earning money. I can also be kind of stingy. I first look at my own needs being met (be it physical or emotional) before I spend money on other people. It's important for me to know that I will not run short of money when I might need it. Though I definitely can overspend at times when it has no real consequences on me.
- Having some untreated illness or in general having some terrible desease is among my biggest fears - it can be CRIPPLING especially when in low health levels. It's so bad that I even googled if there is a phobia for sicknesses. I only found out about health anxiety though, which is not quite the fear I experience. For me it is enough to hear someone talk about an illness or condition or see graphic scenes in series (especially with actual actors) to push me over the edge because I keep imagining what it would be like to have that. Not sure if this is instincts related. Tough I should adress this regardless.
- I am regulary doing diets to make sure I am happy with my body. Not because I want to feel attractive but to feel more in tune with myself (also to like myself more).

Why I might have a self-preservation blind spot
- It's been awhile since I've had a health checkup. I am afraid of going to doctors because of how much I neglected caring for myself and feel like they will find something terrible for that reason. I keep procrastinating with actually getting my health checked and even forget this option even exists.
- While I care about my comfort food being present I am not particulary good at seeing whether I've run out of things unless I actually SEE it. Usually it is my mother who takes care of monitoring things. And if she doesn't buy something she usually complains to me about how "she can't monitor everything" and tells me I need to look at that kind of things myself. I still struggle with it though and only write down a list with all the important things to buy when I absolutely have to
- I am not very good at taking care of my body - and by that I don't mean health but also things like working out or showering etc. I might try to get it under control for awhile but often I drop it as soon as I don't feel like doing it anymore.
- While I certainly enjoy my routines I wouldn't say that I have many of them. The ones I listed above are those who occur everyday but with things that are supposed to be good for me I change them up constantly. If I have a routine to be more productive or work out I will most likely change or drop it as it is connected with effort and negative emotions and therefore becomes boring quickly. I also like when I have some other activities planned because it breaks me out of my "brain fog"
- I am not sure how much I would have cared about finding a stable job if it wasn't for my mum who very much valued that and raised me that way.

Why I might be social dominant
- One thing I noticed in particular is that I have a "analysis" mode ruinning in the background - constantly. Whenever I talk to people in a group or even one to one I study their facial expressions. I try to find out, if what I just said was received in a good or bad way. If they like what I said then I will push the same direction further, kind of "molding" myself into the perfect conversation partner for the other person. I also feel like I gain some self acceptance through the fact I did the "right" thing. At the same time I become very anxious if I am not sure how the person feels about that and gives me a blank expression or even looks irritated / displeased. I start to overthink what I did wrong and worry that what I said might not be relateable to them.
- I at times have this secret craving (that probably comes from my childhood and being an outcast for my entire school life) to be part of a small social group and just... be "one of them". If I find a group that I like I cherish it and am very defensive about it when new people want to join out of the fear that the dynamics will change.
- I am not against more "casual" talk or even gossip, depending on what it is about. The thing I mostly can bond over is being annoyed at something and complaining about life / university. With closer friends I also like to discuss other people because it makes me feel like I am "one of the cool kids" for once. Especially if it's a person I admire and is actually more "in tun" with real life than me.
- I would much rather be friends with someone first before I do any romantic advances
- It's VERY important to me to get recognition, especially online. IRL it was more the case before I isolated myself even further (before I started university). I love posting creative things or just thoughts online and see interaction under it. By that I don't mean starting a conversation but rather get the feeling that I am "important"
- I often feel that I never belong into a group and feel extremely out of place which seems to be typical for enneagram 9 so.
- I am aware of social norms and am very polite. I am aware of how I am different from others and at times wish I could be more like others (and at the same time I don't)
- One of the main things I do online is chatting with people. With the few friends I have I daily message them, share random thoughts and in general enjoy interacting with them (I guess everyone does that tough?)

Why I might have a social blind spot
- Social interaction freaks me out on many levels. I never know how to behave, if I am reading people properly and often I downright shut down, especially in group situations
- I don't go outside. I don't interact with real people. That might be the so blind stereotype.
- I only have one friend IRL and it freaks me out when they want to interact and meet. I also don't like it if people "force" emotionality out of me
- When having to meet people I am often resigned and ask myself "do I HAVE to?" At times I end up enjoying it anyway. At times I don't.
- I always hated group dynamics. I am aware that so isn't only about groups but social 9 are always described as group people. I never integrate. I try to say something and get ignored so I sit outside of everthing happening, not listening, staring at my phone.
- I don't get "group vibes". I can learn centuries after being in a situation that the atmosphere was tense and I wouldn't even be able to tell.
- I don't understand how people can have the entire group in mind when speaking - also those people who are not saying anything ever. I am focused on the people who are speaking and the others just disappear. Often in group therapy I was saying "oh, I am happy that everyone was so active today" and I accidentally ended up missing that there were people who felt uncomfortable and held themselves back
- At times I feel like I don't care about people as much as I should. If people tell me what happened during their day I am only half listening, I don't buy presents, I hate calling my relatives when they have birthday and in general people who are trying to get me out of my comfort zone stress me out. I still give in to this though.
- I was always the outsider - in school and in my private life. It used to bother me to get rejected by everyone but I don't really miss being involved with people all the time.

Why I might be sexual dominant
- It's one in the morning, I am kind of tired but I have this burning urge to get answer finally that I couldn't keep myself from writing this even though the contrary would have been wiser (and would probably get a more high quality text from me)
- I seek out emotional extremes while daydreaming. Making myself sad on purpose for example.
- I live for loud, bombastic cinematic music that is very emotional and dramatic. I probably damaged my hearing through listening to music way to loudly to get into the "zone"
- Passion is my drive. I NEED to have at least thing I love doing or one thing to be obsessed about to have happiness in my life. I couldn't just do work all day and not induldge in something that gives me pleasure and meaning
- I have very intense interests I am passionate about and could talk hours about
- I can live in extremes and either be obsessed with something or forget that it exists
- I can act on impulses, especially when it comes to avoiding work. I am easily distracted by things I would rather do. I often procrastinate because I get absorbed in one irrelevant thing and many hours pass - having a good day wasted.
- I am very emotional in general, artistic and I love deep talks with people. I prefer talking about deep insecurities above small talk
- I have this gut feeling of when I particulary "vibe" with people and I can't really explain where it comes from. It is a kind of platonical attraction. Sometimes it just clicks.
- I merge with people in the way that I will copy them without realising it. There is even some system to it! I will observe what they like / what they want me to be and I will be that! I can shift into different shapes but at the same time I still have this urge to be authentic and have limits. I am deeply merged with my mother. I rarely have different opinions than her (and if I do I started to force myself not to change them for her). In the past I even acted as if I was into the same things as other people just to get approval. Needless to say that it failed
- Though it's not specific for sx I perfer one on one conversations ALOT. Mostly because it's easier for me to read the other person and change my approach and feel like I can go "deeper" and more "real" with them
- When I am in love I can get VERY obsessive and want the person for myself. Afraid of them hating me, leaving me or me not being enough. I push boundaries very heavily and that intensity drove some people away from me when it occured. Which is why I keep it in check if possible.

Why I might have a sexual blind spot
- I don't care about how I look. Really. I don't get why people want to look desireable because I am happy if I don't get that kind of attention from others. I want people to like me for who I am not for how attractive I am
- Most people I felt uncomfortable with were sx doms. Russ Hudson said that there is an instinct each one of us is probably triggered by. This is what usually comes to my mind. While I love talking to people who are just as passionate as me, I struggle realting with very sexual and impulsive people. My Fi doesn't get triggered often but it certainly happens with everything that is relationship related. People who change from relationship to relationship, initiate physical affection fast, show openly that they are aroused and in general have very "experimental" ways of experiencing sexuality are hard for me not to judge. While I accept it I really don't like it and I do NOT want the same energy to be directed at me
- I was only in love with 3 people in my life, I rarely crush (though I constantly crush for fictional characters - whoops!) und I never notice if someone is "attractive" around me. This might be a sexuality thing
- With relationships I don't like it when things are moving too fast (it doesn't help I rarely feel connections in the first place) and the demands of the moderns dating world scare me. People seem to impulsive and "dangerous". While I am able to feel an instant "spark" I would instantly jump back if they were to act on that spark
- On a similar note: While I am often good with getting along with people I can jump back if people become pushy. People who are pushy from the start, even if they seem nice make me suspicous and uncomfortable too. I often feel a connection with rational, more distant types, especially online. I don't like it if people instantly post huge messages or 50 ones at the time (look at what I am doing right now lol).
- I see my instincts (especially if they could harm me or disturb the peace) as something I need to keep in check. People tell me I am very out of touch with my emotions and what I personally want. I cannot openly extress my sexuality as I find the idea of letting myself be ruled by animal instincts as degrading.
- I will not act on my instincts if personal risks are involved (getting involved with people who may be bad for me, possibly getting injured when doing spots activities, being afraid of disliking something if I try something new)

I could probably go into muuuuch more detail but considering how late it is and you probably didn't read all of this anyway I will stop here. I realise that this approach will not make it easier to help me - in fact, it might make it even harder. But I am still thankful for every explanation or suggestion you might have! Also: if you have more questions about how I see things feel free to ask! ]]>
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