Wednesday, December 15, 2010

The iceman cometh and goeth

Or, how a very brief detour away from his chosen profession left The Meatball lost, broken and desperate to get back home and to the kitchen where he belongs.

It isn't every day you get asked to make a life-and-death decision. And yet, on a clear day in late October, following a lovely lunch of orzo topped with grilled eggplant and pine nuts and fresh Sicilian olive oil and feta, there it was.

The incident took place in the unlikeliest of settings. I had answered an ad on Craigslist seeking, of all preposterous things, part-time crew members for the deicing team at the airport. (The magazine business is not what it used to be, you may have heard, and so a man seeks out many ways to earn his keep.)

To my astonishment, I received a callback, and days later was sitting around a drab brown folding table with three representatives of an FBO (that's fixed-base operator to you civilians) that provides deicing services for the airport. All of the men were younger than me, two of them very much so.

Things could not have been more hospitable during our "interview." Nobody had the slightest expectation that I would arrive bearing deicing knowledge of any conceivable sort, which meant that I was principally being scrutinized for my character. And that, if I may boast, is a thing that I am known to possess.

The conversation's defining moment came after the senior member of the trio, the man who had kindly contacted me about the job in the first place, finished describing the deicing procedure, specifically the part involving the crew member (me in the example put forth) who sprays the hot deicing fluids onto the airplanes.

"After you've determined that the aircraft is clean and safe for takeoff we inform the pilot that the plane is good to go," he said matter-of-factly. "Are you comfortable with that?"

This is the moment when I began to laugh. And ponder whether I was the only knucklehead in the room who had caught the extraordinary irony in the man's ominous words.

"I decide the plane is safe to fly," I said as incredulously as I could manage without appearing unconfident. "You're kidding, right?"

The three colleagues glanced at each other and then at me.

"I'm not kidding," the man responded, a bit tenuously I thought. "You're the guy who's up there spraying. Nobody else can see what you do, so it's gotta be your call."

He paused for a moment before adding, "Is that okay with you?"

The taste of eggplant and pine nuts and feta still lingered a bit on my tongue, which comforted me at a much-needed time. After all, none of the words the man had just now uttered could be characterized as comforting in the slightest possible way.

A plane filled with perfectly innocent people might be cleared for takeoff — in a snowstorm perhaps — because I say so?


Still, I am nothing if not willing to investigate a new challenge.

"It's okay with me," I said, a bit less snidely this time. "I can't imagine why it'd be okay with anybody else. But, hey, I'm willing to give it a shot if you are."

Weeks later, just before heading to New York for Thanksgiving dinner at cousin Josephine's, I was working my first scheduled deicing shift, on a Monday from 5-9 a.m. I had completed two full days of classroom training by then, aced many written exams, cleared a slew of security hurdles required in order to be employed at a United States airport facility, and spent an entire afternoon with three career aviation pros whose job it is to familiarize newbies with the company's equipment and procedures.

This outfit's principal piece of deicing apparatus is a $350,000 behemoth. It is part monster truck, part Klingon warbird. It takes two people to run the big yellow monster, one to move the truck around the aircraft, another to spray glycol, heated to as much as 180 F, onto the planes. I had not yet been cleared to operate the truck at that point, and so it was not a shock to learn that my initial four-hour shift would be spent "in the bucket."

This is a bucket.

I am as surprised as you that I was allowed to step inside such a contraption. Let alone move it about multimillion-dollar commercial aircraft spraying hot chemicals designed to protect both the planes and the humans who travel aboard them.

As my mother might have said, Madonna Mia!

The morning of my first shift was not what you would call a weather-event kind of day. The temperature was around 30 as I recall. There was no rain or snow or ice on the ground, nor was any in the forecast. All I could see when I arrived at the airport, at around 4:45 a.m., was the faintest hint of frost on one or two cars in the employee parking lot. No matter. As soon as the 5-member deicing team had gathered (two crewmembers for each of the two trucks on duty, plus a supervisor) it was off to the "deicing pad," where we waited for the first scheduled departure, at 6 a.m., should the plane require our services.

Deicing, it turns out, is not necessarily what you might imagine it to be. For instance, it isn't always about getting ice off of a plane, or snow, or hail, or even freezing rain. The general rule in aviation (that sure sounded like I know what I'm talking about) is that you don't fly with "contaminants" of any kind on the plane's surface, especially on the wings and the tail. Frost is considered a contaminant, and therefore, technically, should be removed before takeoff, just as the far more dangerous ice must be.

But where light frost is concerned, a good amount of pilot discretion comes into play. Take the morning of my virgin leap into this stunningly important profession. Though the 6 a.m. flight taxied off with nary a thought of deicing, the next flight, from the same carrier, did in fact come over to the pad for a spray. There was likely no difference whatsoever between the two planes, not where the amount of evident frost is concerned. Both had arrived at their respective gates the night before, and both had been parked outside the terminal overnight and under the exact same weather conditions. And they backed out of their gates, which were right next to each other by the way, no more than five minutes apart.

What happened? One pilot played it ultra safe and had his plane deiced, the other one didn't. Simple as that. It is the pilot's call, I have been repeatedly told, and no one else's. Remember that next time you're sizing up El Capitan out of the corner of your eye while passing the open cockpit door as you're boarding your flight.

Which brings us back to the original life-and-death decision I was so all hopped up about in the first place. Turns out that it's the pilot who decides that his plane is ready for takeoff, not the deicer, as it is the captain who has supreme responsibility for the safety of his aircraft, its passengers and crew. That ought make you feel better. And it should. After all, the rules of aviation safety are written by professionals who are far more expert than I.

Except that I keep thinking about what we learned in our training classes. The pilot can only see a portion of the wing on his side of the aircraft, and so if that portion of the wing looks clean then he's figuring the rest of the plane must be clean too, and that the deicer has done his job.

I'm just saying.

I won't soon forget my first deicing. Because it scared the bejeezus out of me. Sure, the frost was so slight that it took no time at all to deice the big Airbus jet. But you try moving around a giant mass of steel and jet fuel and screaming engines and glass and people while you're strapped inside a mechanical robot that's three stories high and looks like it was designed by Gene Roddenberry on a night when he was very, very high!

Let's see how calm you'd be.

In case you were wondering, no, I did not turn out to be a very good deicer. The bucket controls, two giant joysticks which confounded me from the start, clearly were my undoing. (A trainer had warned me this might happen, as I had never before used a joystick in my life.) Thing is, the joysticks are all that matter in the bucket. They control every up, down and sideways motion the bucket makes, and dozens of variations in how fluids are sprayed — all of which changes constantly (and maddeningly) while you're moving about the aircraft trying to do your job (oh, and not crash into anything). Master the joysticks and you are golden. Don't master them and you are screwed, plain and simple.

After just 45 hours and 30 minutes on the job, it was clear to me (and, I think, everybody else on the crew) that the joysticks had got the better of me. That is when I reluctantly decided to resign my position in the aviation field and do my small part toward making the skies once again safe.

I had just come down from the bucket after spraying around 20 gallons of what they call Type I fluid (that's the kind used to clean ice and snow and frost) onto a plane that needed only five. At about $13.50 a gallon, that means, well, do the math. And it could have been a lot worse. A couple days earlier, when there was real ice on the planes, the sprayer in the truck I was driving went through 130 gallons of glycol — just on one side of the plane!

My supervisor, the nice man who had hired me, could not have been more supportive. "Maybe we'll put you in the truck the next couple days," he said once we were alone in his office. "You're a good driver, we could still use you."

I thanked him for his kindness but then reminded him that, the way his deicing crews are built, it's highly preferable that crew members be proficient both in driving the truck and spraying planes from the bucket.

"You're a good man to put yourself out," I said, gathering my things. "But we both know that's not how it works."

I thanked the man for giving me a shot at the job, told him to forget about paying me for the hours I'd worked, and apologized for letting him down by allowing myself to be done in by the Joysticks From Hell.

I went home feeling pretty puny and decided that an hour on the treadmill might help blow away some of the bad juju that had hovered over me all morning. Then I went upstairs to the kitchen and made a batch of potatoes and eggs, a food that has comforted me more times than any other and throughout all of my life.

Just as I had finished my lunch a plane passed over the house. I was standing in the kitchen at the time, feeling a bit nostalgic for the part-time career I had just left behind. But mostly I was happy to be back in a place that I belonged.


Proud Italian Cook said...

Forget deicing planes you need to write a book, I was all engrossed in reading your story this morning over my morning coffee. Nice writing! Potatoes and eggs are the best, I might just whip some up myself this morning!

Jeannie said...

put that down as an experience gained and it does makes a great post for your blog! And I get to see how a deicing machine looks like:D Oh and that potato and eggs dish was very well done!

Caligula said...

I really enjoyed this post, sounds like a very cool experience regardless of it's outcome!

Pat @ Mille Fiori Favoriti said...

I've been in planes being deiced and I often wondered how it was done. It does seem like a big responsibility! I'm sorry it didn't work out for you Mr.M, but I'm glad you had the ethics to realize you couldn't do the job as well as you thought it should be done.

Claudia said...

The thing is - I received way more information than I needed to know. For all things that scare me (yes, planes and yes, I fly and yes, in the winter) I am on a "need to know basis." I now need some potatoes and eggs to calm down. And you need to go and write.

Traveling fool said...

I can't speak for anybody else, but from where I sit (aisle seat always, exit row preferred) I commend you for 1) opening a window to the deicing world, and 2) getting the hell out of that crazy bucket when you knew it wasn't working out. Must have been a difficult call, financially speaking, I mean with magazines being slow. And so you are to be commended all the more.

Bravo, Mr. Meatball!

Mister Meatball said...

Kind words all, and so very much appreciated.

Unfortunately, my inner meatball is not so forgiving. I will always look back upon this time with sadness and regret. Not merely as a failure in raw ability, but in spirit and will.

Somebody pass me the Strega, I could use a drink!

Pat @ Mille Fiori Favoriti said...

Buon Natale, Mr. Meatball!

Karen @ Mignardise said...

Terrific story - thanks for sharing your experience. Interesting to know that the de-icer makes the decision that the plane is ready. I hope they all have as much integrity as you do!
Sorry you had to miss the Christmas eve feast. It sounds fabulous! Hope you're feeling better.

Unknown said...

Do you ever put fresh garlic in your meatballs? I make mine with the same ingredients (well almost) I use half beef and half veal - used to use port but since I have your recipe., I don't anymore, but the veal is really band and I like to add the parsley - what are your thoughts?

Mister Meatball said...

Josephine: Never put garlic in my meatballs, no. As for the veal, yes it's more bland. I just use more salt.