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finished algebra work early im bored af someone help

making worsedoes anyone ever feel like life sucks enough actually go end all go whatever make even worse yet somehow still courage it want end bad cant it

know crush me wanna know why cuz tried give crush soda wanted lemonade

tldr thinking friends brokeup soulmates may heading secondbest option long post please read interested complicated realtionships take maybe short novel friends got together inseparable instant soulmates know imagined whole life together almost immediately never even thinking breakup years best couple know fighting respecting greatly higher connection

south east asia rn im sitting phone hand typing out got college know deserved it know ill successful ill fail feel way told feel feel suicidal ive life u may look say be happy childhood ive known nothing physical abuse stopped cause parents cant actually hurt i mean im beat shit them ever since grade abuse lifted ive less violent memories feel like shit time worthless hidden scared feel like one single leaf bouquet beautiful flowers im bi anyone know id tortured raped arrested police would help torture me may say free speech lets say im convinced hunt people like me know walking road do maybe ill skip end road one childhood friend like me zero friends general mother believe mental health thing cant tell get bed cant tell im angry waking up life expectancy farther years old im stuck shit hole bad bad feel like crying time ive become devoid emotions cant even cry want to feel like im going insane mom dad fight every day day make angry makes want repay physical abuse did makes want hurt them shut up one thing loves unconditionally thats pet bird remember last time mother father hugged said i love you unconditionally remember last time one did really hurts much seeing posts saying i got girlfriendboyfriend she said yes hate imperfect born world cant love boy girl cant girlfriend boyfriend theyll kill me id one bastard sinner right moment im im buying fire arm blowing brains away mom know meanings hateful words said me father dead naturally hes old brother well hell love mother share us ive searched god ive seen nothing witnessed love beauty however books calls people like sinners devils wants people like dead detest god life gave me detest everything am hurts stay alive pointless now call whatever want matter me

you poem lonely girl roams halls creating art empty stalls hear voice amongst herd turn head hear words magnetic feeling stronger fear cusp sides relieve tears stare wonder analytical bliss something miss care kept spot dark place lot ask talk hesitate speak outlook myself remains bleak

fuck tik tok saw rant like heres another one despise app called someone actual crime posted got criticized blue lives matter patch like know people sorts opinions actual fuck im done toxic ass app hope gets banned country goodnight may god or whoever believe in bless

s afghanistan pushtun boy amir zekeria ebrahimi hazara boy hassan ahmad khan mahmoodzada loyal friend son hazara servant ali nabi tanha raised together amirs father house playing kitting streets peaceful kabul amir feels wise good father baba homayoun ershadi blames death mother delivery also father loves prefers hassam him return amir feels great respect fathers best friend rahim khan shaun toub supports intention become writer amir winning competition kitting hassam runs bring kite amir beaten raped brutal assef elham ehsas empty street protect amirs kite coward amir witness assault help loyal hassam day birthday party amir hides new watch hassams bed frame boy thief force father fire ali releasing conscience recalling cowardice betrayal russians invade afghanistan baba amir escape pakistan simple life fremont california amir graduates public college pride joy baba later amir meets countrywoman soraya atossa leoni get married death baba amir famous novelist receives phone call terminal rahim khan discloses secrets family forcing amir return peshawar pakistan journey redemptionbr br i familiar afghan culture read novel spite recommendation daughter yesterday decided watch movie dvd found good story loyalty cowardice betrayal redemption brief insight recent history afghanistan peaceful period s present days taliban actors actresses great performances giving credibility realistic story arid locations china recall images see television afghanistan end found the kite runner good movie vote sevenbr br title brazil o caador de pipa the kite chaser

ever since began feeling depressed trouble falling asleep usually takes hours staying bed motionless fall asleepdo experience thing cannot fall asleep normal

hey anyone wanna talkchatdo anything idc im bored wanna talk random strangers feel free dm stalk profile make sure find post kinda thing lot

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stay reddit going kill myself reddit cope going kill myself looks like inevitable keep alive shit cannot take

crush girl school got got back friend crush crush girl class like months ago tolde felt said liked friend boyfriend ye understood moved on one friends told het liked even tho bf said also likes him reason made really really really jealous kinda feel bad bf cuz nice guy all tell someone trust ya go reddit

years enoughive living like far long fight thoughts every day ive tried everything im tired im sorry m

hate male jk hate human

thought could handle horror halloween now awake bed am fuck watching haunting hill house till like again

stuckwent outside last night probably home around am planned know why around hours standing sitting staring railing back fourth kept thinking this dunno whats called stopping me wanna it really do bad get cant sure anxiety looking wondering bad itll hurt height think ending another way sure though appointment nurse wednesday dunno im supposed hold im keep thinking going back tonight actually it im stuck

according society im yearold boy pretty sure im turning week female im girl scout multiple occasions people come walmart selling cookies thought troop mates younger brother

im actually really glad kurt cobain committed redflag idk would two days reason cant imagine middle aged fat depressed dude fell off im really glad things ended way tbh

love allyou guys practically second family even though share pain guys idea much help many others goes thoughts sub prevented ending many times knowing whenever feel sad come relate many people people whiling help you really overwhelming thank awesome hopefully one day find peace even seams cloudy rainy outside

ive seeing one since then shed helped process much help recognize start move past lot things went hating fearing father since incident sister ended triggering memory told blame marital issues among things point even around family friend gatherings without feeling anxious wanting flee able accept things happened past remind past able interact again even really feel familial love anymore care him wellbeing but familial bond there killed came retrieve stuff couple days walking out time ever stood him made snide remark mother told go ahead run problems like always does backed corner shook me screamed collapsed mother came home made leave

best thing one say film traffic brought attention superior british miniseries traffik many people noted current film suffers truncating story accommodate short attention span cinemagoers turnaround time theater owners measure films success overpriced food salesbr br i first recorded mini series shown public tv watched many times whole documentarystyle series strong element tragedy doom it characters moving toward eventual fate strongest three tales pakistani family forced city find way keep body soul together poppy crop burned army staged show force put benefit western politicians hardships family similar rickshaw pullers family city joy eventually farmer finds work compromises pride honestybr br the pakistani segment film particular relevance today fight supporters al quaeda gives understanding support movements among disadvantaged poor pakistan afghanistan rarely receive money going countries film makes point farmers see barely aid supposed encourage grow cropsbr br with american inability see anything terms black white good guys v bad guys interesting see another view black white shades grey br br possible spoiler ahead problem story rather things continuing before would real life work fiction wrap bad guys getting coming them that fine piece work kind see rarely cast outstanding german pakistani locations helped give film different feel what change made seeing germans something villains wwii film

lot justifications kill myselffear death im afraid death want kill gets first revenge hurt betrayed everyone id kill make feel way made feel betrayed abandoned trapped believe say life nothing want escape truth reality us

fellow teenagers want know everything alright much love you

tonight nightcurrently writing notes friends eating death day pie planning killing tonight last reason stay alive left know time bye guys

came across subreddit want say thank contribute itseriously amazing see consistently positive comments tried leaving one floored see many posts like mine keep folks

seriously thinking killing days itd pretty good daymajor theme thinking killing days ampxb how constant downing one xanax pill time swing booze repeat one gone ampxb why cant take pain feel love life boyfriened ex boyfriend shitty person person ampxb background if want know skip down known since young kids loved years ended marrying wrong girl me fast forward years reconnect instantly fall love long time coming especially since told loved young chose ampxb dating years first year half broke up got distant busy grad school independent need space hobbies driven passions interest friends goals etc friends goals purpose lot time looked fulfillment life soon busy stressed fantastic girlfriend time yes grad school breakdowns real reeling depression abortion things tried make understand times didnt acted toxic sometimes depressed sometimes etc ampxb first time got distant year half relationship started seeing new girl behind back found lost it would go stand outside house hours winter telling feel depressed stressed much love him get better chose her said was fun exciting option going pass up fast forward month half later decided go home day work kill myself right did called me talked forever called every day came house days later saying broke wanted me rebound never liked her never told planning kill myself however guy friend would periodically make advances me never made advances him next two months would hang rebound ex rub face saw house crying waiting come home ampxb next year down good months bad months good summer break grad school grad school started became obsessed spending every waking moment parents house he kids house himself point every day could hang would say hes going hang parents fast forward never came grandpas funeral hang days later christmas mad mad priority day go shopping parents never stop funeral start middle february got mad one night went friends broke calling night passing out got mad kept breaking mad told getting back together talk work things first weeks take it wanted right then said waiting shows sure last weeks built shrine things living room began texting trying work things argue always defaults arguing last week went over going stay night tried sex said yet need take slower got mad told leave week talked angry argued finally day im like im sick arging lets stop really work problems maybe therapy honest wrote page letter mature explaing could activiely really mkae work blocked blocked days something does often ampxb habits are whenever seem need time away form arguing stressing out step back comes full force coming house middle night texting me calling me whatever whenever steps away says hes done like days ago blocked me throw knees begging literally outside house hours cant say many times hes locked deaed winter text calls etc seems like likes want him even though said done built shrine invited week ago kid loves me thinks im one things wrong ampxb now great girlfriend first im intp im heavily displaying emotions deep emotions overthinking brain drives insane every day life great boyfriend either could argue worse never cheated never wanted anyone even though selflove issues again friends hobbies relying happiness ampxb what would wrong said never made priority grad school difficult im extensive program one morning beautiful happy weekend went school stayed went dinner fell asleep friends house never called got angry next morning broke me instantly wanted get back got mad keeps saying hes done every time mad things feel mad about mad about break someone constantly say want marry grad school hard excuse weeks ago made cookies accept them went house kicked out together hang time even told day last broke want go special night out loves that ampxb else knows bad last year chose girl month half think hell come around however idk cant take waiting pain deal heartbreak well never ever wanted kill stop pain someone besides him third time feeling like this thinking house gets home work know sounds dumb love within bit presence love him cant unblock me tell wants work happy too ampxb anyways considering aim days tuesday perfect day plus beautiful sit outside pop drink hour ampxb any suggestions different ways questions additional helpful methods first time wanted knew told please truly loves me im killing get back cant take pain caused us ampxb thanks ampxb

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aight lads starter take pokmon insurgence options alternate typings charmander bulbasaur squirtle choose eevee

wish category place horror simply isnt granted horrific moments however feel makes horror film give movie could better million little things could changed make betterbr br that said love movie im often sad people misunderstand whole point it always clear point movie say things always seem sometimes evil isnt br br barker con went little talk watch movie thing interesting many things wished put movie be chunk cut movie believed long lost chunk helped shed light boone girlfriend well detailsbr br i know people bothered information breed background however always felt gave movie real fleshed feel read novella based well many comics this movie always seemed like staging ground whole story much involved story sadly never chance live br br despite flaws movie might believe lot offer monsters wonderful imaginative acting sometimes bit stiff quotable lines whenever watch find something new keep eye boones chest toward end one point decker stabs shortly boone falls card table ends card stuck chest card stays even lori pulls knife out stays boone casually removes it love that lovely little detail thoughtbr br basically want say that looking horror movie watch this believe times men evil anything ever dreamed up movie you movie men destroy understand fear

me perseverance landing them am mars time pre nut clarity

resits upcoming week fail one two failed year happens also last time fail life fail resits something end week something fail at last thing ever do possible last week

fuck sake someone else doesnt like happen different race different religion different sexuality different gender etc etc doesnt mean racist sexist homophobic etc dont like you pretty rare might add takes lot genuinely dislike

im alone manage mess whatever happiness manage stumble acrossim done ive alone long cant even decent conversation online anyone without fucking up maybe spur moment now feeling always resurfaces im year old male real friends never hint romance cant go world even wanted to nothing seems make sense world always seems turn back around set me wish realistic way in stop

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minecraft dog died named lucky went mining fell pit lava miss

fell love married womani fell love best friend happens married woman ling says fell love too months together trying figure leave bad marriage told time horrible husband wanted live life me came clean month ago husband telling me guilted staying saying disobeyed god owes stay well continued tell believes god let leave someday found tonight husband told leave literally got suitcase put front her decide stay also gone back sleeping him emails telling things also saying continues pray everyday god bring us together know do husband threatened put restraining order me feel guilty also time hurt constant back forth i believe together need stay driving insane know believe anymore constant pain unbearable

meteor showertheres going meteor shower soon midnight january rd dream im going one meteors want remembered someone sees meteor fly shower

depressive haze like year smoking much pot every single day great idea family member get cancer around beginning covid kind broke me going therapy taking meds neither happening anymore isolated old friends long even know would want hear me live parents unemployed let bedroom become huge mess sure cockroach nest bed cannot believe let get bad ashamed tremendously bad

years ago decided come korea study electronics engineering came korea tech industry good part of hence enrolled got admitted prestigious university first week classes nice initially attended english taught general courses well daily hour korean intensive lessons met friends people english taught class mainly foreigners koreans lived abroad people korean class really nice people different countries different backgrounds though would friend group wrong semester goes on people hang nationality groups mean hang people country started get left behind i nationality groups undergraduate student country university people country usually go east asian countries undergrad time passes by see japanese friend hang japanese friends vietnamese people hang people chinese people hang chinese people course koreans hang koreans one school event reality mine would rest undergraduate course struck me event freshmen students people went hanging friendnationality groups thought would hang people korean class however expected went groups left alone wandering around food stalls hearing seeing people laugh friends good time walk pass groups people decided head back dorm roommate korean asked with best english why spending time friends told i did feeling sick changing weather ampxbps know exactly post this want heaviness chest wish belong

friends teenage son killed himselfour friend kids pretty young especially todays standards married asshole depression two kids got divorced dad pos left didnt even want see kids afterwards poor boy offed years old sad cant sleep dont want see kids faces tell them dont kill gods sake life amazing participate throw head first redflag harms people around you

hate existing cant take anymore cant get person ever able connect toi able get first relationship ive ever had almost decade person ever able feel anything for cant stop obsessing her recently found might something called limerence want make stop cant dont know do know pathetic cant eat move sleep cant get bed really anything resembling functioning person therapists psychiatrist psychoanalyst and psychologist life advocate spent time residential day mental hospitals ive sent wilderness program months spent year therapeutic bonding school will bounced around high schools held back year could function depression take medications day sleeping pills night rarely get sleep pop ups dreams makes worse almost embarrassed ashamed main problem causing many waves life im feel like years life stolen depression live home cant get job go school choose this cant fucking anymore need stop every day look revolver bought think terrifying unknown nonexistence seems better constant pain live with horrible existential dread fear death struggle think everyone dies eventually even sun eventually die consume earth even whole universe eventually retract self end existence reality know it seems like better option take inevitability hands unfeeling universe creates things consume them story met girl small artsy alternative high school around lets say so course months became really good friends knew completely love her worked courage tell felt started dating girl little weird love either notice didnt care examples are phase wearing wolf tail thinking kind animal spirt something wore lord rings cloak lot time bit another phase transgender new thing one alternate personality named shadow hated me on seemingly switching old one get attention bother time person ever felt kind connection entire life dont know due fact adopted dont feel anything real connections people family ive never real friends either social skills knowledge make them never found anyone wanted connect beyond surface level interaction dont currently friends even anyone talk anyone outside house beyond basic interactions people buying things passively existing world girl something something made feel complete felt better motivation things accomplish could even tried absolute hardest move grade could get school time thought spending year without time horrible thing could imagine current psychoanalyst thinks sensory issues spd part autism spectrum stuff have main issue may may true know person ever wanted touch touched by mainly sexual thing ive never liked hugged touched family anyone else made feel even isolated parents slightly distant sad hated people physically showing affection never wanted it different loved could never get enough point im sure annoyed would push away physically emotionally pull back constantly although never actually sex thats detail help think things would make happy think things want main thing pops constantly hug her nothing more hold long could lounge feeling someone also friend group seemed value relationship times would publicly break stay secretly even put phone contact fake name unattractive kind person people would feel shame around normally something head group seeing differently seeing girl something although want get it high school boys want play finger fencing girl desperately trying touch breast would often break things devastated me come back letting win back want put like that mainly trying talk thinking friends ignoring altogether russia lived mom assume father issues obsessed knives weapons took many different fighting martial arts classes even medical sword fighting course again time seemed cool anything would talk hours hours got know incredibly well although things would never tell things found analyzing things facebook yeah pre facebook remember that details almost like wanted people follow breadcrumbs learn personality constantly gave gifts mostly specialized knives weapons some mildly illegal desperate show felt form kind powerful bond would harder break quite bit talking wasnt person though texting messaging also breakups happened never face face one particularly devastating time came parents made easter basket never gotten one life fun time weekend next thing heard something trying push away often spent night others houses think non americans accepting parents knew important me never full one sex desperate literally sleep her literally cuddle bed sleep wake up thats it never got to although fair amount cuddling again loved handful relationships since despite best efforts could never care way feel anything for truly loved girl sadly still do finally ended good one summer spent entire day together talking apologizing hurting many times promising never break things again guessed it break next morning fucking text caused year old write verry angry violent letter spread around school sparking would become multi year downfall seen maybe times years since always writing long winded letter planning elaborate meeting designed rekindle feelings get foot back door russian restaurant presented sword ring made accepted time mailed back ever get full sized sword rejection letter mail recently saw months ago asked help explained life mental state gave full control time place etc picked city square used meet took basically walking tour landmarks tired memories uncanny mean literally every single one boston relatively small city sure could met anywhere all picked square met infront library walked park finally told felt even ended abandoned hotel ballroom hard explain used go time hang out powerful times spent together claimed remember purpose hard time would forget that took edibles medical card bought cry infront talked this boy backfire took one to one own even offer one claimed did come man quite bullshit weak ones too similar note first time real sexual contact together smoked weed fake weed plus never inhaled correctly bong got full hit high way matters drugs fake plan anything taking advantage could get real weed time really wanted seem cooler was looking back and time thought seemed needed excuse bogus catalyst act feelings me believe feelings stronger ever allowed realize wanted believe again like edibles seemed like need fake reason act buffer people objective reality someone dealing severe alcoholism drug addiction understand craving need put something reality seems weird point want obsession stop didnt want choose this cant get fucking thing head really running life still cant make stop point understand objectively horrible person claimed caused obsessive behavior others met one online long time ago little girl went school kind pheromone thing animal magnetism charisma still even last meeting something makes feel whole feel like physical hole heavy weight center torso never goes away currently using parents money travel job dads shady russian tech company really unhealthy poliamerus sexual relationship guys seems built around commit center attention times really cant see future happy without her know unlikely healthy horrible person thats really want

beautiful filmjohn garfields character distant relative les miserabless jean valjean detective rains recalls victor hugos javertthe ruthless arm lawbr br like many films noirsthe city epitomizes evil whereas country nature represents sanctuaryredemptionand second chance whose life seems forever doomedbut even luminous daylightdanger may appear suddenlyas excellent scene reservoir showsjohn garfield an actor whoas leonard maltin points outshould rediscoveredive never disappointed films except supporting part gentlemans agreement faultgives heartfelt sensitive performance audience sides soon unjustly accused the first sequence shows rather unkind hypocrite personbut trials redeem feel last scenes detective rainscolorful characters grandma kids add lot joie de vivre necessary humor also present strip poker game dead end brats fleece rich kidbr br i recommend movie

want tell anyone struggling suicidal thoughts like am stay us yo fat ass cannot get proper job surrender easily change thankful alive hope form bottom heart find joy lifegod bless chapter life

im parasite everyone around meim nothing worthless scared stupid socially anxious lazy pos live gfs family free provide absolutely nothing thing work transport vehicles know thats permanent thing im college going th year yearold ive gotten nowhere even know life major desperation move honestly ive seizures im hoping ill blackout die since incredibly peaceful im scared means asian family want disown find im still graduating wish could give something back im worthless anything skills typing fast wpm video games rapping music thing makes incredibly happy hopeless think could succeed talented artists there ive tried applying ton desk jobs require talking strangers i cant even work cash register start shaking forgetting everything is require degree experience both nothing offer really wish could kid ive always dreamed getting poor mother things deserves taking care sister also sucks im deathly afraid her hate many things wrong me even work properly fastfood jobs worked since back gives literally almost collapse hurts bad especially one place give breaks all gone gf would richer guy take care better medical condition along person cant provide anything family even deserve kindness deserve anything ampxb longer block text accidentally highlighted deleted accident detailed honestly matter read stupid post thank taking time day even read sad post great day everyone hope everything goes well all

one time ex walked toilet commented thicc looked cringe thought everyday tbh

pleaseim eightteen drug addict feel like want sun rises morning want deal anymore know puerile desperate feel overwhelmingly conflicted confused do please want someone talk to anyone understands hard drug addiction need know do

zany film rivals ghost mr chicken one knotts finest film performances knotts accountant podunk city hall good swindling citizens fire three competent bookkeepers keep dumb one knotts course dumb one garbage collecting cohort accidentally empties wrong trash can knotts finds wrapped bizarre trap set city council him funny moments movie include bowling alley restroom scene cemetery scene absolutely hilarious typical knotts nervous ninny act well used usual surrounded lots crazy character actors sixties actors frank welker pitt herbert add mayhem one may expect knottss armed big car pretty girl real clue hes doing fun anyone especially nostalgia buffs anyone love it

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or weird habit someone one person two group whatever whenever theres someone around feel like even need pee moment alone realise need pee bad really hoping aint alone

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lets honestthe world going shit people angry time argue focus negatives ruin everything everyone etc etc know im kind hypocrite saying people focus negatives that really fucking hard ignore them seriously matter positive try be theres always something someone shut down im sick it dude im im tired fucking world talk therapist

would like know the outsiders australian tv series ever released dvd sometime future music title theme available cdbr br there one series episodes drama gone least three even four series totalbr br the young german actor series also german tv series called black forest clinic aired uk english dialogue superimposed lipsync br br i look forward hearing comments tv industry personnel questions thank advance

count suicidal know fucking scared pain actually go anythingi want die want final minuteshours filled excruciating pain things pills knives id never able that idk guess needed say something want go sleep wake up sorry waste everyones time

horses mars engaging animated short takes sometimes comical look process evolution eyes yet evolve story personal times sentimental supported strong digital animation narration involves viewer science fiction story fortunate enough view short widescreen format sundance film festival must suppose transferred small screen lose ability draw reader less thoughtful story stunning graphics

reason parents seem mean get older par reason parents seem like get meaner get older see loosing you thing parents feel like loosing get older want baby use be example asked something right away argue it want mean want baby again next time get angry yelling talking back thing take feeling perspective dont get mad thats gonna make worse trust

yet another postive posted several times guess good thing bad thing one im still alive thoughts keep coming back theyre coming back day gotten point every breath breathe comes sigh many ways explain why core all im lazy stupid simpler way explain it feel like waste shouldntve born first place wouldntve made difference oh im ive already told im young end early words last long encompasses thoughts eventually encompasses see future looks fucking bleak want someone me like literally here me feel like make feel little better know practically guaranteed ill go back feeling like regardless form help itd easier go hate thinking like this makes everything worse aaaahhhhhhh fuck me tldr im completely obliterated comes hope pride optimism idea anymore depressed even check spelling grammar last chunk o text forgive errors

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depressive moods pushed away loved ones im afraid ill nowhey im m begin constantly suffering depressed moods came every couple months disappeared week so however ive current period months getting worse family love feel pushing away more girlfriend years love anyone anything ive pushed away broke reasons know ive pushed point one right im sitting looking bottle bleach wondering pain drinking bleach worth release death im truly terrified might me even know ive posted im desperate need anything tldr long depressive mood pushed away family friends girlfriend contemplating whether commit redflag now

im going hang myselfim tired cant stand alive anymore give up hopeless

please look menobody cares writing this bye bye

kill meim damn tired

need help talking girl aight know may best place ask advice wateva im outside friends car passes like girls theyre like waving im one turns sees one waving back on found one girls insta hit got laugh like twice conversation finished followed me problem post pictures like casually get see face cause like saw kinda far yeah send help i use snapchatimma go sleep help plz bye tldr casually send picture face girl

woman ever treated respect nan died months ago household screwing us theres nothing do refuses seek help never change want move out nowhere go job money best wait someone dies suppose

living hardi cant anymore feel like shit everyday everytime want die always think it

well bois finally said yes restraining order luckily covid instead feet feet

want end suffering pleasei want end really cant take anymore didnt ask brought world suffering waking hours

im back day ban lol dont even think anybody reporting me im pretty sure bot trying cover hateful content

wish people didnt worry muchi wish people didnt worry itd make killing easier know lot people want feeling people caring dying wish one cared ive planning girl work seems care dont want hurt her family guess wish didnt exist think killing every night wish first attempt success hardest part people sad know dont want live anymore

think movie neat eithier like michael jackson dont like see movie think neat film great song play good imagination mention film center piece smooth criminal best dancing every see

depressed random pointsthis night normally skyping friends talking working homework listening music usual stuff teen does minutes later fighting back tears wanting cut wondering much itll hurt wondering friends get confused ive made many mistakes life wondering normal thing go random intervals happened school eating lunch talking friends know wish emotions would normal

someone please help im seriously overwhelmed daydream jumping front train extreme school stress procrastinating everything stress friends went lots trauma past feeling confused certain things slow processing difficulty expressing specific thoughts dull pressure frontal sinus

thinking offingpm me need talk thanks

slip awayyou scream one hears you sit mock disdain blood seeps arm crying loud pain broken glass beside bath water turning red laying bloody puddle trying rest head hear family laugh say last words feeling high sky flying away birds pain going away cant help hear youre mum crying next you hurt fear try speak nothing comes out know going away youre never going live doubt feel death coming near hear say love slip permanent sleep reply love

test ctei wondering wonder severe depression related brain injuries football

twisted ancle today jumping posts do condo evacuated due fire parking garage kept jumping non stop somewhere like fifty posts started get tired leg got hit toppled over brother pretending personal trainer thankfully managed carry way back condo issue done with bo ive lying bed hours

film came years years ago revelation even people knew something drag scene new york textbooks drag performance say nothing vogueing houses anthony slides great pretenders says nothing julian fleishers the drag queens new york illustrated field guide flow chart influence pulls together julian eltinge minette warhol queens s club scene postdates film ignores houses completely even laurence senelicks the changing room closest thing definitive book drag performance rushes quickly past film give background information one would expected itbr br i understand film itselfand various articles found web house system goes back decades major film performance house member prior seems chrystal la beija the queen historical context biggest missing part paris burningbr br the film valuable focuses scene otherwise ignored valuable snapshot life unfortunate fact venus xtravaganza murdered filming provides dramatic ending film transsexuals include reallife murder know dorian corey mummified corpse literal closet come three years laterbr br of historical importance still need someone either book documentary film provides context

sad negative thoughtshas one good life yet feel sad wanting die thought since im middle school s yet urge die really eating me like every pasting moment die wanna die

hey girl job im immigrant plan this one kinda weird idc ly all

reddit femboy hey you tee hee uwu held hands public owo femboy work femboy hooters come home work kiss xd watch grace text guys grindr rawr

see reasonso yeah first time wright thoughts depending life redflag down real name max im years old live small city germany called trier look like normal person nothing special pretend im fine year now im supposed job get life right road germany still live motto arbeit macht frei work makes free even were allowed say this sure live it anything less worth hoboshit people pretend want help tell lie look think theyre better you someone kills pretend knew thing someone goes rampage blame media question innocence victims say life get better really see light end tunnel im tired people need help psychological trashcan react pissed need talk im tired wasting mind worth it know life unfair honestly feel sympathy start shooting revenge teacher look away bosses also everybody looks away comes confrontation someone finally gets revenge unfair shit loneliness hate went trough hes villain brought far live like never happened continue bullshit say follow picture justice know mother would life worth living thats reason cant it often think killing solution voice says cut open gets louder day day also thought taking brought far me like said want mother live thoughts son something like this father touched back like game know happened school pure terror stole stuff again got hit often stopped counting tried convince teachers im neonazi nearly successful teachers said could tell something happened did respond supposed do one helped me brother help me teachers help principle didnt life fight me want live rules darwinism know change thing im bad guy played many egoshooter listened metal thats spare energy put life end

bruh okay woke stayed hours took nap pm im trying get sleep schedule back keep messing like aaaa

really enjoyed movie dvd collection baseball movies reminded great sport truly is whether america japan

happy happy taught months worth school math stuff weeks spanish words days hell lot physics exams coming teachers focused kids th year mulo its level school ig rd year failed exams bad held back year th years wouldour education system complicated ik thats help me exam skipping th year mulo btw anyway got results today got spanish english maths physics th years even score high like super hard get like got s thats fucking awesome also got dutch im pretending happen everyone know said dutch exam way harder compared exams previous years point fucking passed passed fucking awesomely get go vwo another level school country next year thats fucking cool get wear best uniform all fucking happy yet im sad

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gotta love gotta love mum decides ambush make make coffee literally left room piss apparently taste good obviously fault definitely sabotaged definitely berates messing up gotta love

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william powell philo vance the kennel murder case film also starring mary astor paul cavanagh eugene palette helen vinson ralph morgan dog show philo entered scottish terrier captain serves background locked room mystery many suspects mystery clever denouement complicated interesting since talkies still quite young camera work little static michael curtiz good job directing actionbr br the supporting cast excellent entire cast brings film notch lots actors played philo vance including paul lukas basil rathbone wilford hydewhite edmund lowe james stephenson alan curtis warren william others powell played five times best fit role relaxed serious time made the thin man catapulted big stardom spent years film then beginning career stage age remarkable man remarkable screen presence remarkable actor lived nearly were lucky films available dvd tcm today the kennel murder case great story fun film miss it

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unbelievably close real life feelings emotions captured joseph mazzello hemophiliac child affected aids new young neighbor wannabe tough redneck played perfection brad renfro although story may seem slightly farfetched the two boys attempt riverraft several hundred miles find doctor claims cure aids emotion actions interactions characters involved tragically close real life big brother boy similar situation died years film released strongly recommend picture anyone ever wondered really happens life child aids superb direction peter horton creates perfect mood setting scene draws viewer various emotions affected friendship illness prejudice final parting two friends fought hard overcome adversity

song do know christmas offensive ignorant distasteful one song specifically ethiopia ever refer ethiopia africa reassuring rest world africa apparently single country rather entire continent people ignorant enough believe care enough educate themselves know people think egypt middle east secondly and snow africa christmas well yeah equator middle summer australia christmas make less christmasy them summer their christmas one grew with also do know christmas time dominant religion ethiopia roman catholic yeah im pretty sure do ethiopia also muslim care christmas care ramadan effect quality life knowing ramadan finally song depicts entirety ethiopia africa complete shit hole lyrics like gttheres world outside window world dread fear gtwhere water flowing bitter sting tears actually ethiopia famine northern part ethiopia tigray whole ethiopia africa like this rastafarians believe ethiopia holy land paints whole continent shithole nothing grows everyone starving death one area tigray famine s